With
You
By: Sinead
Lyrics
Transcribed on: 24 August 2004
Date
Written: 3 December 2004
Date
Revised:
Author’s
Note: Thanks to not having Internet,
and not being able to go to the library as often as I’d like to, I’m
publishing this now. That’s actually a good thing, since this one and the one
before it both tie in well with each other. *HUGE sigh* Well, here goes! I
don’t own Miss Special, Inferno, Beast Wars, the band Boston, or the song. But
I own Donovan and Qyriian! *winks* How’s that for dropping a small
secret?
My
true love has come to call
The
type of man I thought was dead and gone
Where
was he? Not here, obviously. Great. The one time that she was able to sneak into
his room and look around, he wasn’t there. Miss Special sighed and sat upon
what served the Predacon as a bed. So he was out. Probably doing a patrol, maybe
finding flammable junk and destroying it with his flamethrower, annoying Rattrap
with the flamethr– wait. Rattrap was human, now. So no trying to kill the
vermin. But it would still be hilarious to watch.
Hearing
footsteps, Miss Special darted through the mirror again, watching silently as
Inferno barely stumbled to his bed, fell face-first onto the recharge berth, and
passed out.
And
said, Sparrow, it’s you I’ve come to see
’Cause
with you is where I want to be
“Wow.
That’s new.” Laughing quietly, the author walked back through the mirror to
sit by the Predacon’s head, listening to his even breaths. “You couldn’t
even stay awake long enough to look at the mirror. I’m impressed.”
But
sometimes the silence that falls over a sleeper and their observer brings a
clarity that not many people could achieve. It brings an understanding that
takes time to even just see.
Oh,
with you, with you
You
take me higher
Who
are you? Miss Special wondered. Rather, who were you before the Wars? A
Maximal, duh, but what were you like? Were you as obsessed with fire then as you
are now? What were you like? Could you speak . . . well . . . like the others?
Was your programming faulty from the very beginning or was it just from when you
were brought online as a Predacon?
What
would you have been like as a Maximal, Inferno?
With
you, with you
The
waters parted the sea
Sighing,
Miss Special released all the questions she wanted to ask, but ones that she
knew would only confuse him. He didn’t know who he had been; that was obvious.
He had a faultless memory, and yet activating him as a Predacon seemed to erase
all that had been before. And that was something to be mourned, simply because
of the fact that he most likely had been someone highly intelligent and someone
who knew how to use a flamethrower in dangerous situations, thus making them
even more hazardous for his enemies.
Heck,
he still knew how to use that flamethrower effectively.
With
you the stars shine much brighter
Fallin’
into you, with you, with me
Miss
Special didn’t want to touch him, to wake him up, but . . . she did
want to make sure that she wasn’t dreaming. She wanted to make sure that he
was real again. Almost too softly to really make true contact, the
young woman reached over and touched the blue-grey-silver metal of his upper
arm. He sighed slightly and shifted, causing Miss Special to jerk her hand away.
With a smile of silent resignation, she pulled her knees up against her chest,
resting her chin upon them.
There’s
no way I’d ever resist
Or
push away from your tender kiss
If
there was any way that he could become human without having to go through death
itself . . . Miss Special wished that they could find that way. She didn’t
want him to stress his mind over what happened between points A and B. She didn’t
want to go waiting for him to come to her. So she was impatient. So what? The
point was that Miss Special didn’t want for either of them to have to endure
that kind of scenario. The others have gone through it fine, sure, but that
didn’t mean that they liked having to go through that pain.
I
give you my heart for the world to see
’Cause
me with you, it’s destiny
He
has a kind soul, Miss Special realized almost suddenly. Kind, but willing to
obey the laws of war to not show that kindness. Sure he had Predacon
programming, but . . . well . . . Blackarachnia loves Silverbolt. She could
almost see that scrawled upon a wall or a tree somewhere in plain sight, almost
like bragging rights. Chuckling, Miss Special remembered the scrawls on bathroom
stalls in middle and high school, claiming some guy or another while saying that
such-and-such a girl did this or that and was thus labeled something that was
generally inappropriate, always insulting, and never flattering.
Oh,
with you, with you
You
take me higher
Without
realizing it in the least, Miss Special found herself watching Inferno’s
active optics. He was as silent as she was, waiting for her to say something.
After seeing that she wasn’t, he said softly, “Are your thoughts
complete?”
“Yeah,”
Miss Special said, chuckling. “But hardly logical.”
“Can
you tell me? I may be able to help.”
With
you, with you
The
waters parted the sea
Slightly
doubting both herself and her . . . her Predacon . . . she
whispered, “I was wondering who you had been before the Wars. What you had
been like. What you had gone through.”
Inferno
took this in. “That does make sense, Miss Special. You are
wondering about something that was.” His optics lit up slightly more,
smiling secretly. “But this is now. Should we have to worry about what
had been then?”
“Ouch.
That stung. You win. Good point,” the author said, pulling her hair out of the
ponytail at the base of her neck and starting to braid it properly. “I know
that it’s kinda all irrelevant, but still. I just can’t help but wonder.”
With
you the stars shine much brighter
Fallin’
into you, with you, with me
Inferno
nodded. “As I wonder about you, sometimes. But there will be time later
for you to answer questions.” He blinked. “But . . .”
“Yes?”
“What
else were you thinking of? There is something hiding, I feel, behind
your eyes.”
Oh,
with you
With
you the stars shine much brighter
Fallin’
into you, with you, with you
Startled
for the second time that evening by Inferno’s clarity, Miss Special replied
softly, “When you eventually become human . . . When you have to come to
my world . . . my time . . .”
Snorting,
the Predacon sat up, shaking his head slightly. “That is not something that is
logical. And that is not something that should be spoken of until we know when
it will happen. Megatron never thought too far ahead most times. It . . .
sometimes distressed him.” He looked back at Miss Special, then hefted out one
of his flamethrowers, seeing her eyes widen and her mouth turn up into a wicked
grin. He grinned as well. “Did you want to learn?”
“Definitely.
Lead the way, fellow pyromaniac.”
Oh,
with you, with you with me
With you with me