Beautiful Goodbye

PG 13

Writer's Note: I'm saying this in warning right now, this deals inadvertently with rape. So if you don't mind I'm rating it pg. Now, on with the fic. Also, Amanda Marshall owns Beautiful Goodbye

She ran, ran away from the base, away from the pain and from the one who had caused it. She wasn't a coward, not by a long shot. But the argument had been fierce, and she just couldn't take it anymore.

Fed up with my Destiny

And this place of no return

How could he do what he did, and act like nothing ever happened?

Think I'll take another day

And slowly watch it burn

She felt tears form in the corners of her feline eyes, and the anger threatened to overflow at this open show of emotion.

It doesn't really matter how the time goes by

Cause I still remember you and I

And that beautiful goodbye

The unnaturally snow white sabre-tooth cat loped through the jungle. Trying to make sense of a world that was lying in pieces around her.

We stagger through these empty street

Laughing arm in arm

Had it all really started as a game? A bet made between her and a team mate? If so, how did she get in so deep?

The night had made a mess of me

Your confessions kept me warm

She came upon a pond, transforming she kneeled beside it. Her ice blue metallic skin suddenly seemed cold. Giving her the look of an ice queen. She knew the others would be curious toward her absence. But at the moment she really didn't give a slag.

And I don't really miss you, I just need to know

Do you ever think of you and I

And that beautiful good bye

The others didn't know, and why should they? It was only a few nights, and she doubted it even meant anything to him other than its simple pleasure.

When I see you now

I wonder how

I could've watched you walk away

Maybe, maybe it was the fact that he had payed attention to her, didn't act like he was a weapon to use on the enemy.

If I let you down

Please forgive me now

For that beautiful good bye

But every time she was beckoned, she wanted to believe what he felt for her was love. But love shouldn't leave you feeling tainted, should it? she skimmed her fingers across the glassy surface, watching the ripples.

In these days of no regrets

I'll keep mine to myself

Sighing heavily she stood, allowing her bodies mechanism to reformat its shape. The first time, he made promises, and showered her with attention. A life of solitare had left her unprepared, and she lapped up the attention greedily.

All the things we never said

I can say for someone else

So consumed in her thoughts that she didn't even notice the clouds, or the thunder rolling in the distance.

"Sydia!"

The suddenness of her name being called caused her to look, it was so close. To her left, she saw the purple metal of a transmetal robotic Megatron. Shadows from the jungle played across his body.

Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try

And I just can't help but wonder why

We let it pass us by

"Sydia my dear, where have you been?"

Sydia transformed so she could face her leader face to face. He moved in front of her, his hands deftly working on her armor. It fell with a thud on the carpeted ground. He smiled at her smugly. Sydia felt dirty a his eyes roved over her naked body.

When I see you now

I wonder how

I could've watched you walk away

"Your beauty surpasses anything I've ever seen."

He pulled her close, and she let herself. Hearing the compliments he was giving her with a detached feeling. But a spark of fear ignited itself in her when she felt the barrel of a gun brush her leg.

"No."

But her whispers went unheard. Slowly, with the strength of a newborn, she tried to resist. Pounding her fists on his back.

If I let you down

Please forgive me now

When it was over, Sydia curled up, whimpering. Looming over her, Megatron held a gun.

"I know that you planned on joining the Maximals." He growled, his former calm demeanor gone.

Sydia attempted to put her armor back on.

"You little harlot! Did you take me for a fool? I knew all about the bet. But, I must say, you were quite fun to have around." His smile sent shivers down her spine.

Leaning down he grasped her chin and kissed her roughly.

"Goodbye Sydia, do say hello to the Pit for me."

He squeezed the trigger, his eyes never leaving hers. Because it was Maximal ground he decided to leave the body for them to find.

If I let you down

Please forgive me now

For that beautiful good bye