"By disguising yourself as me,"
Again Zodiac went silent for a moment while trying to collect his thoughts as to best explain himself. It was clear that Primal was quite irritated with him for doing what he did, but as things were he had nothing to gain by lying about it. And being honest about his own role in all of it wasn't easy, not for someone who had spent so much of his life pretending to be someone else. Yet now that he was trying to be honest, his last ditch effort to gain some semblance of trust from the Maximal commander, his past deceptions were coming back to haunt his credibility.
With a sigh and a low, defeated voice, Zodiac responded with a resolute
"Yes."
He let the admission linger for a moment longer before he lifted his gaze to look at Primal again.
"I did that on my own accord. It was.. cruel and unnecessary of me to do that. A childish need to make him suffer, to prove myself stronger.. better."
It had become evident that Optimus was looking for him to take responsibility for his own actions, since every time he tried to deflect them onto others Primal would almost immediately shut him down. So Zodiac tried a different tactic to get the Maximal to lower his guard. Of course he realized it was a long shot since Optimus had developed some serious trust issues as far as the shape shifter was concerned. And Zodiac didn't blame him for it at all. He may have some difficulty owning up to his own responsibilities, but he wasn't completely oblivious to this fact either.
"He could have survived. He could have been rescued. And then he could have found me. And we could have returned to Cybertron to end all of this corruption and subjecting other bots like yourself to this madness."
He tried.. Oh how he tried.. to look and act like the repenting sinner he felt Primal was looking for. Although he was, at least visibly, making a fairly good impression of one with his carefully selected words and gestures, Primal just wasn't having any of it.
Finally Zodiac couldn't help the slight smile creeping up on his face as he listened to Optimus' words and thought back at what had happened, however it was more of a solemn smile than his usual smug ones.
"We were at war..," he then said,
"While the Maximals may have called it a truce, I think we both know what was going on behind the scenes. There is no truce with oppression. Both sides wanting to come out on top. The situation was becoming desperate, so much so that the top players in this political game were willing to go to extreme lengths to obtain a better position for themselves."
"But you took all of those possibilities out of the equation when you murdered him."
He sighed as he folded his cuffed hands in his lap, his voice taking on a sincere tone as he continued.
"Maybe you will ultimately be the one to expose the rotten politics at the very core, but I think you may be kidding yourself if you believe Nexus Prime would be able to do that. He was more of a soldier, respected for his capabilities in the battlefield. Sure, he had many followers and I'm sure the Council feared his popularity. But ultimately he was grooming you to take his place and to bring about that change you speak of."
Pausing again to give his words a chance to sink in, Zodiac then added;
"I can only imagine you were given the Axalon and sent on this suicide mission both since it would devastate and distract Nexus, but also because the Council must have known of Nexus' intentions for you. They have spies everywhere.. We had two of them executed just in the short time we held Nexus captive."
He honestly didn't care anymore if he was making himself into an even bigger traitor by telling Primal about all of this. If he was brought back to Cybertron in chains, he was dead anyway. So his sense of self preservation was fueling his desire to gain Optimus' trust. And since lying or 'half-truths' didn't seem to work, he had now resorted to the truth in its entirety and brutal honesty.
"There's nothing we can do about that now. I fear Megatron may have bigger plans that would rival and outmatch even Cryotek's,"
Zodiac shrugged his shoulders ever so slightly at that remark. While it was true Cryotek had always been fond of and in some ways even admired Megatron for his gumption, intellect, and the length he was willing to go to achieve his goals, Zodiac had always been left as feeling like the unwanted younger brother. Cryotek would often talk of his protege, usually using high praise in his descriptions of him, whereas Zodiac was never viewed as more than a tool to be used and never received that same praise for his own intellect and abilities. Which in his own opinion rivaled and in some cases surpassed that of Megatron. Yet he could never prove himself or gain a similar level of respect.
Was it his age? His limited experience? Or that he simply couldn't live up to the legacy left in the wake of Megatron's theft of the golden disk and subsequent trip to Earth? Whatever the reason, Zodiac had grown up hating Megatron for it.
In turn that had been the reason behind the shape shifter's brutal attack on the tyrant back when he needed to acquire Rampage's spark for himself. Sure, he needed the tyrant disposed of so he couldn't intervene, but the relentless taunting and the decision to try to kill him off in the most painful way imaginable had been because of that hatred. He wanted the tyrant to suffer for the undignified way the shape shifter had been treated, even though the two of them had never actually met before Zodiac came to this planet and disguised himself as one of Megatron's recruits.
But the tyrant had lived. And now he was yet another name on the growing list of individuals who wanted the renegade dead for his actions. And frankly he was the most dangerous one within reach.
"And that's what I need to be concerned about."
"It seems we have that in common..," Zodiac replied with a humorless chuckle. It was true. And to be frank, the realization scared the renegade a bit. He knew Megatron's revenge would be brutal, possibly even more so than Cryotek's should the warlord ever get his hands on him.
"Please stop telling me what Nexus said,"
Zodiac tilted his head while studying the visible and less than subtle changes in Primal's expression when he agonized over what the aging admiral had gone through during his last few days. It would appear they were both haunted by the memories, even though their perspectives were somewhat different.
"I would have rather wanted to hear them from Nexus himself."
Whether it was the longing desperation in Primal's voice, or that flicker of sadness in his optics that prompted it, Zodiac couldn't really tell, but for a the following moment, however briefly, his black armor with silver, scarlet red, and indigo details shimmered as his frame seemed to grow a bit to reflect the bulkier appearance of Nexus himself. And a moment later it was the admiral, or at least his visual image, sitting there on the bed with his hands still cuffed in front of him. The pretender gave Primal a very uncharacteristic wink.
"That could be arranged," he then said in the admiral's own voice, before his form started to change shape again to return to his normal appearance.
But the expression on Primal's face made it blatantly obvious he didn't appreciate such juvenile attempts at humor, so the shape shifter quickly lowered his gaze again.
"Sorry..," he muttered, having realized his mistake. He very much so needed Primal right now, if only to be willing to let him go.
It wasn't that he had never displayed such behaviors of immaturity in the past, but he hadn't exactly done it with any ill intentions this time whereas when he'd deliberately used his abilities like that in Primal's presence before it had more been to taunt him. Now his feelings had changed a bit from when he first arrived here with the intent to make Optimus suffer and then ultimately kill him. Oddly he no longer craved to see the Maximal commander dead, perhaps in part from the realization that he actually needed his cooperation if the renegade was going to survive.
Even as he settled back down into a seemingly compliant mindset, he couldn't help but notice the look that Primal was giving him until that, too, settled down. It seemed Optimus was willing to give him one more chance to prove himself when he got called away by his duties as the Maximal leader. Primal asked him to hand over the identification chip that until now had remained untouched on the floor. And Zodiac complied.. If only to buy himself a little more time and make one more attempt to gain freedom. How it would play out, he really didn't know. Even if he did manage to get by Optimus, he'd still have to make his way through the Axalon with his hands still cuffed without getting caught. And then somehow make it somewhere he felt safe so he could work on getting the use of his hands back. It was a long shot, he realized it, and as fate would have it he soon discovered just how futile it had been after he barely even made it past Primal before he was stopped in his tracks.
"And what did you gain?"
The disappointment in Primal's voice was quite revealing. Not that Zodiac was overly concerned about hurting the Maximal's feelings, but more what this fact represented for his own chance to regain his freedom. What did he gain? Nothing, apparently.
"So much for good behavior,"
"I could have done worse," the renegade snapped back.
A lot worse.
But the fact that he was going to such lengths to try to appease the commander instead of his usual tactics of intimidation, spoke louder than any words the pretender could have chosen. He felt weaker than he had for a long time, and it wasn't just physically. Gone was the vengeful determination and his eagerness to extract revenge over something that Primal had done to him at a time in his life that felt like forever ago now. So much had happened, so many.. changes.
But worst of all he was changing. For so long he had been fueled by his hatred and found strength in it, yet now he felt lost. Alone and deserted, and in a sense kind of helpless despite his abilities. But his once rebellious nature had faded, the raging fire within him had been reduced to a mere ember.. and he couldn't stand it.
"I know enough to understand his desire for capturing you,"
Capturing? Oh, Zodiac had no doubt the tyrant's intentions went way beyond just capturing him. Predacons didn't hold threats locked up for the sake of keeping them alive, no, if the winner felt merciful he would arrange for a swift execution. But a more likely outcome was hours of torture designed to break the victim in body and mind alike before that final killing blow.
"You saw what he did to my friend, right?," Zodiac inquired after a brief but all-telling pause, the image of the mangled remains of Night-Terror still fresh in his mind. He had no doubt the once so talkative Predacon renegade had been tortured for hours, perhaps days, before Megatron finally executed him before dumping his remains outside the Darksyde as a warning to the world.
"After what I did to Megatron, I have no doubt my fate would be far worse."
And there it was. A hint of dread in his voice despite his best efforts to keep it neutral. It was at that moment that Whitegrazer's warning from all those weeks ago, when she tried to use Megatron's reputation to get to the shape shifter, re-emerged in his mind. He had dismissed her then, his arrogance too great to even consider Megatron a threat. Yet now that the Predacons had come for him, he felt genuinely afraid of what future awaited him.
"Perhaps you understand now what Nexus felt when he was at your mercy, as well as the others whose lives you stole."
Zodiac's hands clenched into fists and for the first time since the cuffs came on, he made a genuine albeit futile attempt at wiggling the restraints off his arms.
"Yes, you've made your point," he told his adversary while not making any attempts at hiding his efforts to free himself.
"But let me ask you this.. Will my death somehow undo the pain I inflicted upon others?"
Finally giving up, he paused to look at Primal again as he held his arms out for the other male.
"Please.. Release me and I'll disappear from this place. The Predacons will not have a reason to attack you then, and I can just slip away. Or reactivate my weapon systems and I will help you fight them. Just.. give me a chance."
He hated the desperation clearly audible in his voice, but he knew the Predacons wouldn't give up and just leave without him. They had hostages after all, so the renegade's chances were quickly stacking up against him. Primal would no doubt side with his Maximals, of course he would, as his troops meant everything to the commander.
Outside the Axalon, Nemesis had been waiting impatiently for the Maximals to make a decision. Of course there was only one choice they could possibly make if they wanted to save the life of their companion, the small rodent who was hanging helplessly from her gloved hand at this very moment.
"All dis was for him? This is bad comedy, Nem,"
A slight sneer appeared on the female's face when the rodent dared question her motives, and her grip on his neck only tightened as she inched the rat closer to the active shields.
"You should be pleased we're taking the teen menace off your plate.. Besides, don't you have more important things to worry about right now?"
On the inside she was in a bit more emotional turmoil, however. While it was true there was no love lost between herself and the rodent dangling from her hand, she was also well aware of the fact that she was being watched intently right now. Somewhere in the distance, out of sight, Megatron was no doubt judging her every move at this moment.
Especially at this moment.
If the tyrant had any doubts about her loyalty towards him and their cause, this was her chance to put those doubts to rest. If she hesitated for too long before carrying out her threat, the Predacon leader would no doubt question her motives. But on the other side of the shield, somewhere within the Axalon, Optimus was watching her as well. And when she fried the rodent against the shield, she would no doubt make a true enemy of the Maximal she had considered an ally on more than one occasion. The ape knew more about her past than Megatron himself did, as she had told him during a moment of weakness that had resulted in a mutual understanding between the two of them.
She continued to dwell on her decision for a moment longer before deciding she really had no real option here, at which point she forced the rodent's squirming body against the shields. His reaction came within an instant as the powerful voltage caused a massive surge within his small frame, leaving the rodent twitching from the spasms and then he screamed. Afterwards, as she pulled him back, his body was merely hanging limply from her hand. Some smoke was rising from the barely conscious rat and the smell of it was tickling her nostrils in a most unpleasant way. She sighed a bit to herself as she held the small frame up again and made her demand one more time.
This time the Maximals complied and the shields flickered for a moment before they faded away. Nemesis gestured to the camera with a slight nod before taking a step back and placing her hostage on the ground in what seemed to be a safe enough spot where he wasn't likely to suffer any additional damage from the incoming blasts from the other Predacons that was about to erupt. Before standing back up again, she gave the scorched rodent something of a dispassionate look, more so because he looked quite the mess. In a sense it would almost have been easier had the rodent perished from his experience, but since he had survived the avian female actually felt a little guilty knowing how extreme the pain must have been and still was for him.
"I just want you to know it wasn't personal," she mumbled, almost whispered, to the rat while in a crouched position in front of him before getting back to her feet. She cast one last glance down at the rodent before making her way inside the now exposed Axalon.
"But for what it's worth, know that what our shapeshifting friend is about to endure will be even more horrifying."
Just then, as she was about to leave and the first barrage of incoming fire started, Spineback's voice came through on the comlink.
"Got to say Nemesis, I admire your methods of handling our enemies."
Admire? If circumstances were different, Nemesis might have used the same words to describe it. But as things were, she didn't exactly feel too proud at this very moment. Of course she'd never admit that, so she maintained the attitude that was expected of her.
"That's high praise coming from you," the second in command responded with some gratitude noted in her voice before adding;
"Sometimes you just have to make sure the enemy doesn't have time to assemble any counter measures."
The Axalon shook as more and more attacks hit their targets, most of them focused on the area which housed the brig. Nemesis stayed clear of that area, at least for now, instead making her way to the opposite side of the ship. There were a few reasons as to shy she was shying away from the brig for now, the main one being that she had no intention of facing Optimus right now. She knew he would no doubt be very upset with her, and that he wouldn't understand her reasons for doing what she had done. So it was easier to simply avoid the confrontation than having to answer for her actions.. actions she wasn't entirely proud of at that.
"If only the rest of this... team was just as ....confident and competent,... maybe we could really get somewhere."
Some parts of Spineback's message came across as a bit broken up, likely to the interference from the ongoing attacks on the hull of the Axalon. Nemesis smiled ever so slightly as she responded again;
"Then set a good example for the rest," Nemesis encouraged, now moving more quickly throughout the halls of the Axalon. Her destination was coming up just a short distance ahead.
At the bridge, Aurora had casually been glancing over at Dinobot to see his reactions to what the Predacons were up to. She didn't really spend much time around the raptor ex-Predacon, since frankly he wasn't the most social of the bunch and he only rarely decided to hang out with the Maximals he was now living with.
"What?"
And from the look of it, he wasn't overly impressed with what was going on. Indeed, the raptor's sense of honor was quite different from most Predacons.. and even certain Maximals'.
"It'll be okay," the fuzor tried to convince herself more than anything,
".. Because Optimus will come up with something to save our friends and the day while at it. He always does!"
Unfortunately her voice revealed that she felt more uncertain about their chances than she initially seemed to, and her optics kept drifting back to the camera showing Rattrap being held hostage in front of the shields. Come on, Optimus, she begged him through her mind, hoping their leader would simply agree to the Predacons' terms and exchange the renegade for the other prisoners.
"We can;t allow them to have Zodiac,"
Her mouth fell agape for a moment when Dinobot disagreed, thus putting even more pressure on the ape.
"What do you mean?," she demanded to know, not seeing how they could even be having this discussion when clearly they had to save Rattrap and the others at any cost.
"If Megatron gets Zodiac, no doubt, the shapeshifter would be tore apart bit by bit and analyzed so Megatron can harness his technology for his own ends. An advantage we cannot allow."
"That hardly matters if our own team is at risk of losing their lives!," Aurora blurted out via the open comlink, growing more desperate by the moment.
And then it happened. Aurora watched in horror through the camera's view as Nemesis electrocuted Rattrap on the shields, and as soon as her mind managed to decipher what she was actually witnessing the fuzor screamed out in horror. Around them the lights started to dim ever so slightly as the massive electric surge going through the shield as Rattrap was disrupting the circuit drained an excessive amount of power from the ship, at least for that moment before Nemesis pulled the now seemingly lifeless body back.
"No.. no no, Rattrap..," Aurora whimpered with a quiver on her lip, her hand now placed on the monitor as if she wanted to yank Rattrap back to safety via the screen. She couldn't even tell if her friend, mentor, and uncle figure was even still alive, and her spark ached as a result.
"Dishonorable coward."
The disapproving words coming from Dinobot didn't even register in the distraught fuzor's mind, as she was too focused on the still form on the ground outside the base. She didn't even notice that Primal had ordered the shields to go down, so at the very least Rattrap wouldn't have to endure such treatment again.
But the sudden shaking and noise caused by the impacts of shots being fired at them finally helped her snap back to reality and she looked back at Dinobot with some confusion in her tearful optics. The shaking got worse as the impacts intensified, yet it wasn't just a random strike at any part of the Axalon. Instead the shots seemed to be concentrated on one area in particular, the very one where Optimus and Rhinox were at with Zodiac.
"Optimus, you have to get out of there!," she tried urging him via com link, but there seemed to be some interference in the transmission. Did their radio transmitter get damaged in the attack? Or was something else happening..?
"Aurora, try to take out as many of teh Predacons you can with the autoguns, or what's left of them anyway. I will deal with any Predacons approaching here."
Right.. The autoguns. Truthfully Aurora had almost forgotten about them. Trying to focus herself, she quickly got back on the computer and started typing in messages for the defense system.
"They seem to be mainly targeting the brig so we should..," she started, only to get interrupted by Terrorsaur's screechy voice as the transmetal pteradactyl forced his way inside. Aurora gasped and could but hope that Dinobot would be able to keep the winged Predacon distracted for long enough for the autoguns to help reduce the seemingly overwhelming odds against them.
Meanwhile Tarantulas had watched, and cackled in delight, as the shields went down and the attack on the Axalon commenced. Of course he joined in as well, taking advantage of several of the many toys he had brought with him for the occasion, firing blasts and rockets against their target. A short while later Megatron made his intentions clear when he, too, approached the Axalon. And Tarantulas was quick to follow suit as well, not wanting to risk losing his new test subject before being able to learn his secrets. Remaining in spider mode, the scientist crawled into the Axalon after sending a few of his tiny spider bots ahead to investigate as well..
"Lower the shields, Rhinox,"
Zodiac had also gone quiet when witnessing the extremes the Predacons, or in this case Nemesis herself, was willing to go to in order to obtain a meeting with him. Yet the moment Rattrap impacted with the shields, Zodiac knew that Primal would agree to their terms. There simply was no other solution to this confrontation than to give them what they wanted.. him.
His shoulders dropped in quiet defeat as Primal took on his role as leader with renewed vigor, and Rhinox complied with the order and allowed the shields to drop. The renegade let out a sigh as he witnessed the shields fade away, well knowing that wasn't the end of it. Oh no, this was only the beginning of the tortures Megatron would put him through.
"Let me go," he begged Primal one final time, only to nearly fall over as the first impacts from the Predacons' massive fire power hit their marks. The Axalon seemed to tremble as the attacks only intensified, sparks erupting from the areas that were getting blasted and smoke seeping out from some of the smoldering metal. Loud bangs echoed through the ship with each impact, and within moments the hull started to fail from the ongoing attacks. Furniture was getting knocked over from the intense shaking, as was the case for Primal's bulky friend as well. Zodiac, too, found himself losing his balance and falling onto his hands and knees on the floor while bits and pieces of the Axalon rained down around him.
They were targeting the brig.. They had to be!, Zodiac found himself thinking as he tried to use his wings to protect himself from the falling debris. There was no way Megatron had this much firepower if he wasn't concentrating it on one spot. Zodiac glanced up at the chaotic scene around him, not really seeing anyone through all the dust and smoke and flickering emergency lights surrounding him. Yet a voice cut through the chaos and made it clear he wasn't alone, and that voice was Optimus' who was calling out for his friend. Zodiac took note of the fact the rhino wasn't responding, but there was little he could do about it now.
And then he felt a pair of strong hands tugging at his arm, pulling him back up to his feet.
"Come on!"
Zodiac's reaction was immediate, and he got up and followed the Maximal commander through the chaotic scene. But no sooner had the two of them escaped the fortified cell the shape shifter had called his home for the past few days, did they both realize the situation was even more grim than they had anticipated. Rhinox lay unconscious on the floor and while Optimus checked on him, the renegade's optics drifted to a large hole that had definitely not been in the brig before. He could see something moving through that hole, a fact that caused Zodiac to stop in his tracks and stay close by Optimus since the renegade was very limited in his powers right now given the fact he had no weapons and the cuffs effectively prevented him from changing his shape into anything that would help him escape this place.
And just then Megatron and his blindly loyal minion descended through the hole, landing on the floor only a short distance from Primal and his prisoner. Zodiac temporarily froze upon seeing the tyrant this close, their roles now completely reversed from their previous encounter at the Darksyde. Now the renegade was the hunted and Megatron the hunter. Zodiac shifted his weight somewhat uncomfortably, but attempted to look strong and defiant still, even though he honestly felt like anything but those things right now.
"Just as I suspected, yesss."
Zodiac could feel the tyrant's fiery gaze upon him, but Primal thankfully stepped between the two of them as to protect him. After all this, all the things Zodiac had done, and Optimus still felt the need to keep him safe.. This act wasn't lost on the shape shifter, even though he knew it would likely be just as futile as his own escape attempt not long before.
"Greetings, Primal!"
So cocky, arrogant, and full of himself. Zodiac recognized it well, especially since he had been the same way only a few weeks prior. Yet for the time being the teenaged renegade said nothing as he peered out from behind Primal who had placed himself as a shield between Megatron and his target.
"You could have tried knocking,"
Primal sounded quite upset and rightfully so. However it seemed unlikely a wounded pride was going to help much in resolving this altercation. So Zodiac took the opportunity look around, searching for another route of escape for himself. But unfortunately the only one he could see lead through Megatron and his cohorts.
"When have I ever been that predictable?"
"I seem to recall you acted quite predictably during our little chat in your quarters," Zodiac finally said, hoping to be able to cause some self-doubt in the tyrant however unlikely that seemed at the moment.
Of course he couldn't have anticipated the additional player Megatron had decided to bring to the party, someone the Predacon was more than happy to introduce.
"Airazor!"
Well.. great.. They had more hostages, of course. This was just looking worse by the nanoclick. Surely there was a limit to even Primal's seemingly undying desire to protect him. How far would the Maximal leader be willing to go to spare his life? Although to his surprise, the captured female still held enough spunk in her to attack the ant and keep him distracted for a bit. A fact Zodiac gladly took advantage of to try to dissuade Megatron from doing what he surely intended to do.
"I propose a fair trade. Your wounded flier here for Zodiac, whom you have so graciously gift-wrapped for me,"
Zodiac's optics narrowed a tad upon hearing those words and he took a step out from behind Primal so that he wasn't being concealed as much, not wanting to give Megatron the satisfaction of knowing how scared he had been of this very moment. Even if Megatron likely wouldn't agree to the challenge he was about to propose, he could at least attack his ego.
"If you are interested in fair, how about releasing me from these restraints and facing me in battle. Just you and me. Or are you afraid I'd best you again, and perhaps even kill you this time?," he challenged, almost surprising himself with how confident he sounded.
Meanwhile Nemesis had reached the bridge where Terrorsaur and Dinobot were already engaged in combat, and Aurora was busy getting the auto guns that had been knocked offline back in working condition. Which wasn't easy to do remotely. Nemesis took the opportunity to fire a few of her explosive tip rounds at Dinobot while he had his back turned to her. She was less concerned about honor than he was..