"Thank you for your reassurance,"
"You're welcome, Orcariner," said Optimus, returning the smile. It had been a while since he saw the big guy show that emotion, but he was glad to see it despite the circumstances.
"I should be going back to the hanger," "Rhinox and the others could probably use some help with the forensics report."
The leader nodded, agreeing to end their conversation where it was. After all, he could use some time alone, even just briefly, before moving on. He should probably hop in the CR and finally get repaired; he could definitely use the rest.
"Let Rhinox know you're on your way. I believe he called for Icebreaker's assistance for a minor situation that arised," he recommended to Orcariner. Rhinox might not want anymore hands crowding the autopsy. Sometimes there were too many cooks in the kitchen. And if the situation was delicate with those "nano machines," he might not want anyone else exposed to them if they were a threat.
"Also," "I may not be much help with grievance, as you probably saw through our conversation just now. Still, I'm here if you ever need to talk about this... or anything for the matter. We're all here for you, Optimus."
Primal's optics never wavered from the other Maximal's gaze as he stood up from his chair and shook the orca's extended hand with a firm grasp.
"Thank you, Orcariner." His words meant more to him than the aquatic Maximal probably realized. Optimus was very grateful for the team he had. He just wished they were working under better circumstances. Who knew when they'd finally be able to go home.
((OOC: Sorry if I seemed to rush him out, Alak. Just wanted to keep moving.
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Escorting Orcariner to the door, Primal remained inside of his quarters after the door shut behind the taller Maximal, and he walked back over to his computer sitting down in his chair. The images and information of the Decepticon still cluttered the screen. He had to admit that Orcariner did an excellent job in acquiring all of it for his review. His debriefing was very thorough. Scrolling through the images again, his mind drifted all sorts of things. Nightmist, her plea for help, his failure in doing so, the pressure both Megatron and the aliens held over him, the Decepticon, losing Nightmist, and nearly losing Wintersong. Sadness, outrage, and anger bubbled up inside of him as everything swelled like a hurricane in his mind. Finally he just swung one of his arms across his desk in a fit of frustration, shoving some miscellaneous objects off and causing them to bounce off of the wall and land a few feet away on the floor. Then Optimus leaned forward, propping his elbows on his desk and holding his face in the palms of his cupped hands. It was a minor break down that he only dared doing in private as everything cascaded in his head and seemed to overwhelm him.
What am I supposed to do? What is Megatron's grand scheme and will we be able to stop him? How did we get pulled into this mess? he asked himself.
I've lost a Maximal. I've lost Nightmist. I wasn't trained for this! I'm not a leader of war! How are we going to survive here? ...I almost lost Wintersong. Wintersong, who must have been terrified by the ordeal she went through with Glowstick. Perhaps he should talk to her about it? But maybe she didn't want to relive it again. Still, it might be better if he showed concern and wanted to make sure she was all right.
Sitting there quietly, his memory returned to his conversation with Orcariner and he took a deep breath, lifted his head and lowered his hands. Focusing back on his computer, he stored and secured the Decepticon's data and brought up Nightmist's profile. Optimus slowly and thoughtfully made the necessary adjustments to her new status and added some notes. What was that saying someone once told him?
Let the dead rest, and care for the living. All he could do now for Nightmist was keep her memory alive and move on with the rest of his crew, hoping they could make it home all together. ...Whenever that may be.
Securing the computer and shutting it off, Optimus thought it best to log everything later and get repaired first. Getting up, he picked up the objects from the floor, set them back on his desk and left his quarters, heading toward the main control center where most of the others still gathered.
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"I hope you understand I was just kidding, Rattrap."
"Yeah, I was just playing along," he winked.
"That's why I said extreme circumstances. I would gladly give everyone a ride on my back in the battlefield and emergency situations. Just don't want people thinking I'm an amusement park ride." "Well...actually...giving people rides during freetimes couldn't be so bad. "
Rattrap chuckled at her amusement park ride comment.
"I guess you should be glad you have a Maximal with a very graceful horse as a beast mode, huh? Though, I wonder what is so bad riding on Rhinox and Optimus?" "You are not afraid heights, are you Rattrap?"
"Heights? No," the rat answered Whitegrazer,
"but I am afraid of fallin' from 10,000 feet and dying!" He shook his head.
"Nothin' bad about Rhinox; he's just bumpy," he snickered.
"So, uh, maybe you want some time to settle in or somethin'?" Rattrap didn't want to end up in an awkward moment of silence with their conversation even though he found it easy to speak with her. He also heard some foot steps down the corridor that sounded like Optimus' heading in their direction.
"I gotta fetch Frilla and show 'er to her room too." There seemed to be a tiny bit of bitterness in his voice because he was talking about the former Predacon but it was not as bad as it had been earlier when the lizard first arrived.
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"Better then earlier."
Tigatron nodded to Wintersong, relieved to hear that.
"Hey Tigatron did you ever see Cybertron before here?"
"I have not," he admitted.
((OOC: If I remembered that correctly.
)) It was kind of strange not knowing your home world.
"Sometimes I wonder if it can match the beauty of this world," he smiled lightly, inviting her to elaborate on his answer with her own memories and descriptions. If he understood it correctly, she had been a stowaway on the
Axalon, so she must have known Cybertron to some extent.