((OOC: I'm reminded of a very short piece of fan fiction I once read on the IDW forums, if any of you are interested and have the time:
http://boards.idwpublishing.com/3/viewt ... =18&t=8916
Scroll down and find "Die But Once."))
Seeing Megatron fall to the ground was rather gratifying for Dinobot, and yet frustrating at the same time. For he began to realize, as Megatron got back up onto his feet, that the Predacon had been granted enough power by the quantum surge to shrug off the effects of the weapon Dinobot was using. Dinobot was fighting a futile battle.
Megatron was only going to grow more arrogant from here on out. It seemed as though he hardly even needed to use his cunning anymore; he could simply use brute force to get what he wanted.
But Dinobot persisted in attacking him, still enraged, and still clinging on to the hope that just maybe he could stop Megatron, anyways. As a result, he was still highly exposed, standing taller than the rock in front of him, and staying still in the face of oncoming enemy fire. He paid for that when Megatron angrily focused his efforts onto him. One of the blasts from Megatron's fusion cannon connected dead-center with his chest and caused him to stumble back. He froze in shock as his systems tried to process what had just happened, and then, even as he was already crumpling to the ground, another blast bent the barrel of his weapon before colliding violently with his right shoulder and throwing him the rest of the way to the ground, where he landed on his side.
Megatron wrote:Predacons! Show no mercy! Destroy them; now!
Dinobot dropped his now-useless cannon to the ground and retrieved the assault rifle from his subspace. His right shoulder was already beginning to falter on him, and only by careful concentration could he use it to move his arm. All around, he could see the other Maximals losing the battle with him.
Cheetor looked over his shoulder from his position behind the rock to see where the Predacons were. He saw them coming in even closer, and he also saw that both of Tantrum's guns were still working. He guessed that wasn't really surprising, but... he had hoped to be able to do something for the rest of the team.
As he leaned back against the rock, he listened in to the observations the others were making.
Rhinox wrote:...Comes the dawn...
"And..." Dinobot tried to aim the assault rifle defiantly and take a final few shots. But his shoulder finally gave out, and his arm fell uselessly to the ground. "...our doom."
Wintersong wrote:We need a miracle to survive this.
Silverstreak wrote:Think we need more than a miracle.
Whitegrazer wrote:What greater way to be at life's end than around my comrades, my family? It would be an honor for such valiant warriors and... valiant friends.
So Cheetor wasn't the only one thinking that way. The weight of the situation came to him even more fully, then. If so many of the others were coming to the conclusion that they were probably going to die here, or that they
were going to die here... Alright. Alright, this was probably it.
And then everything changed.
Optimus Primal wrote:Well, that's just prime!
Dinobot and Cheetor, like every other 'bot out on the field, looked to the source of both the call and the explosion which had come before it. And there, in the clearing smoke, stood Optimus Primal.
Dinobot's first reaction was an odd feeling of vindication--a sense of a wrong finally being made right that felt almost like... grief, mixed with happiness. It was then, to his slight panic, that he realized he may have been missing Optimus all along without admitting it to himself. Fearing this untimely thought of possibly having fallen deeper into Maximal sentiment, he quickly brought his mind to another aspect of the situation at hand. And that was not too difficult: clearly, Optimus should have introduced himself in a more subtle way. Now all of the Predacons would the have the chance to fire on him.
Cheetor, on the other hand, felt a sense of elation which grew with every passing moment. What he was seeing was unthinkable, but it was unthinkably
good. His voice quavered as he spoke the only thing he possibly could. "Big... Bot?"
Megatron wrote:Primal! Predacons.. Destroy him!
Of course, in accordance with Dinobot's expectations, Megatron ordered exactly what he didn't want: a direct, concentrated attack on Optimus. But when Optimus immediately retrieved a blast shield and successfully blocked every attack that would have hit him, Dinobot realized that his leader knew exactly what he was doing.
Cheetor was caught up in the triumph of the moment when Optimus returned fire and sent most of the Predacons running before literally chasing after them. "Go Big Bot!"
As he watched Optimus flying further away from the base, Cheetor became acutely aware of how he had just passed from the fear of death, and something as close to the acceptance of it as he could manage, to the joy of seeing a life renewed. And suddenly he realized, even as he stood in front of a ruined ship, surrounded by wounded friends, missing an arm himself, and perhaps still literally in danger of death if he did not get repairs soon, that he was one of the most fortunate Maximals in the history of Cybertron.
He had lost four friends in the Beast Wars: Nightmist, Icebreaker, Valkyrie, and Optimus. And although he had been closer to some of them than to others, each passing had hurt in its own way. And he had hated it. He hated missing them, and he hated to be reminded of how what happened to them could happen to him, too. But he had tried his best to work through every death, and to stay hopeful about life.
The thing was... 'bots died all the time. Practically everyone, at some point in their lives, saw someone close to them pass them on. He figured that had to be the truth. And if every death felt as bad as the stuff he'd gone through in the Beast Wars... well, then he supposed that everyone eventually went through the kind of hurt he had. That meant that every one had to learn how to deal with it--how to move on from it. Death was a universal problem.
...But how many could ever say that they got one of their friends
back? How many could say that they'd ever had this feeling of seeing someone again who was thought to be completely gone--that they'd experienced this kind of moment of something being unthinkably good? All of Cheetor's worries went away for the moment, because he felt as though he didn't have an excuse to feel bad about anything. What he was being gifted with now was completely unfair, and he couldn't imagine being any happier.
* * *
Besides no small amount of confusion, which truly did threaten to drown out any other feelings on the matter, Steelclaw's reaction to Optimus' return, and to his being able to cause the Predacons to fall back, was a feeling of exhaustion.
Steelclaw had finally come to what he had thought would be the final moments of the Beast Wars, and he had successfully come to terms with the fact that he would actually have to have a part in killing the Maximals. If, indeed, it wasn't all going to end here, then that meant he would have to go through this sort of moment yet again, assuming the Predacons did eventually win.
He aimed his rifle and obeyed Megatron's command to attack Optimus, but his rounds ricocheted harmlessly off of the surface of the blast shield. Then the return fire came. Steelclaw instinctively noticed that Optimus Primal wasn't aiming directly for him, but he understood the message inherent in the attack; Optimus wanted him to leave, so if he stayed, he would eventually be
made to leave.
While he was retreating, though, Optimus flew overhead. He quickly tried to put the Maximal in his sights, but then Starshadow flew close enough to him to make firing a risky venture, considering Steelclaw would be aiming up into the air at a moving target. Soon afterwards, as Primal was flying away to rid himself of Terrorsaur's missiles, he ventured out of the range Steelclaw felt comfortable aiming with, and then he was lost to sight in a canyon.
He briefly considered whether or not he could return to fighting the Maximals. What he saw when he looked back there was that only Nemesis, Arachnitron and Cecealia remained. As wounded as the Maximals had been, he still wasn't sure that the odds would work out anymore, especially seeing as yet another healthy Maximal had seemed to have joined the fight. And, well... there was a small feeling that the Maximals had earned their safety for the...
Huh. How about that? And why was it that he should feel "exhausted" after witnessing Optimus turn the tide of the battle, if it was not that he felt badly about fighting the Maximals?
He...
did feel badly about fighting the Maximals. There wasn't really any two ways about that. The only question that really mattered, then, was in what way he felt bad.
Steelclaw shook off the feeling of uncertainty. He felt badly because he was fighting an enemy he had great respect for. He did not feel badly because he "wasn't supposed to be" fighting them.
...But the sooner this war ended, the better. He could no longer imagine it ending without death, as he would have most preferred. He would never convince Megatron of anything like that. What he wanted now was a swift conclusion.
* * *
Dinobot still felt weak from the wounds he had sustained from Terrorsaur, Nemesis and Megatron, but he felt compelled to help out with the remaining Predacons. In spite of Rhinox' request, he did not feel like he could act swiftly enough in his condition to damage Nemesis rather than antagonize her. But perhaps he could be of some assistance elsewhere...
"Arachnitron," he said, standing on his feet and raising the assault rifle somewhat uneasily with his left arm while supporting it against his body. "I am not normally the lenient type, but I can recognize for this moment that if I am forced to come to blows with you, you will end up doing even further damage to my comrades before I can stop you. I can not stand to see any more damage done to them today. But know this: I
will stop you. So, with me considering my desire for their safety, and you considering you desire for your own, I will say this once: please return to your base."