Make it All Disappear

3.June.06

Make it all disappear

Note: This story is for my idol SilverBolt and my sister who helped me spread my wings.

"My Immortal" belongs to Evanescence but the characters are mine. Well except Rampage, Rattrap and SilverBolt (MAN why can’t my wish come true) ~pouts~

Chapter 1: Let me Disappear

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Tell me why all this happens so suddenly, so fast that I can’t even comprehend what he just did. Why does he treat my mom like that? I need to get away from this accursed place.

I'm so tired of being here

*dials number*

"Hey Van?"

"Yea?"

"Can I please come by your house I can’t stand this fighting anymore."

"Are you sure? I mean, what if you can’t come back to your house?"

"I know I’m sure, just give me five minutes to pack, there isn’t much stuff."

5 minutes later…

"Thanks Van, just tell me if I’m ever a burden and I’ll leave and go somewhere else"

Suppressed by all my childish fears

"Oh I don’t mind, I’m just glad you left at the time you did. If you had left any other time you might have been stopped."

"Oh believe me he will pay. I called the cops and told them what happened and that I wouldn’t be there."

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave

"Oh."

"I know, but my father deserves to go to jail. After how he treated my brother and sister I realize now why she was happy to go to college."

"What year of college are you in?"

"My last year and it’s going to start soon; I’m lucky because he already paid the fee and can’t get it back."

"Well then I was right. This is the best time you could have left. Violet? Yo Violet! ( Well isn’t that just good for her. She can have some peaceful sleep and won’t deal with her father ever again)"

In Violet’s dream

"No make it go away!"

Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone.

"That CHILD is good for nothing and all she ever does is make a stupid mess! Why can’t you teach that idiot some cleaning skills!"

"No! Go away! Dad just leave me alone! Everyone just leave me alone!"

"Don’t talk about my daughter like that! She’s better then you know! Never EVER call her a name like that again!"

"Mom? Mom go away now leave him he’s just going to abuse you more!"

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real

"Shh Wolfie it’s ok I’m here and I won’t let him hurt you or mom no matter what."

"Oh big sis I can’t take it anymore just make them go away!"

There's just too much that time cannot erase

"That’s right just wish it all away. Then everything will be fine."

"Ow my aching head. What the heck happened here?"

"Well it seems you’ve finally waken up."

"Oh Van it's just you, I just had a terrible dream."

"I assumed that, since you were sweating and crying while you were asleep."

"I did that? Well I’m glad it was all just a dream."

"Want some breakfast? I have waffles, your favorite too."

"You sure know how to cheer a girl up." ~chuckles~

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

"Well I can thank my mom for that, but I’ll let you get changed."

"Thanks."

Pulling out her SilverBolt action figure she stared at it thinking. What if she could meet SilverBolt, what would it be like? No, he wasn’t real but the way he acted in BeastWars he seemed like a normal human.

"That would be so cool if I could actually meet him. But what would I look like? Hmm maybe I should draw some sketches then I will be able to think better"

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

2 hours later

"Ahh that’s much better. The hair, the eyes, all perfect. If only I was like that." ~sigh~

"Violet your waffles are ready!"

"Coming in a few minutes! Stay here SilverBolt, protect my drawings and my clothes."

*kisses the action figure*

And I've held your hand through all of these years

"C-ya in a bit."

"Yummy I love these waffles!"

"So what are you going to do today?"

"Well Van I have to go to the school to practice for the play"

"Really? What play are you doing this year?"

"It’s amazing, we are doing Beauty and the Beast. I’m happy because I got the part of Belle!"

"Congrats!"

"Well I’m a bit worried I don’t know who is going to play the Beast/Prince... But I’ll see you later I have to get there in a few minutes."

But you still have all of me

~During the walk~

"AROOO!!"

"What was that? That sounded just like Silver...But he’s not real. Man these late nights must be starting to affect me… Finally, the school, now I can see all my friends."

"OK EVERYONE WE HAVE FINALLY DECIDED!"

"Hey Violet I wonder who is going to be you prince charming."~giggles~

"Ida you know as well I do who I want but I’m not sure if he’ll be up to it."

"THE PRINCE AND BEAST WILL BE…"

Suddenly the whole room turned gray as if frozen in time leaving only Violet unfrozen.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light

"What’s going on? Ida! IDA help the place went all gray…No…what is happening! Somebody help me!"

"Do not worry citizen I shall protect you."

"Who are…Oh My God….You...You’re…You can’t be real! I have to warn Van!"

"Wait if you go out there alone Rampage will come after you!"

"This isn’t happening ~huff~ I probably just fainted ~huff~ Van are you home still!

Standing in front of the back door is Van. Also frozen in time like all of the other people in the world.

"No he can’t be gone! Van no I... I love you. Don’t leave me alone like this!"

Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind

"Ahh is that your fear I smell? I smells lovely my dear."

"Who are you?"

"Well since you are going to die I might as well introduce myself. I am Rampage."

"Rampage get away from her!"

"Bah, why should I fuzor? But no matter, I’ll kill you first."

"Run! I’ll handle this Predicon."

"Van I will never forget you wherever I go."

Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams

Inside the room where Violet’s things are the action figure is hovering above her drawing and making it glow

"What the heck is going on? My picture I have to save it!"

Suddenly as Violet touches her drawing she is surrounded by a black light and is transformed into her character.

"What the? I’ve become my character…..that means…Oh man I have my bow! This is so awesome! And since I created my new self that means I have my angel’s arrow. Sweet! I have to go help SilverBolt, he risked his life for me."

"Prepare to witness your death fuzor."

"Not just yet Rampage!"

"Huh?"

"Angel’s Arrow!"

Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Rampage is thrown out of the room and Violet rushes to SilverBolt’s side.

"Who are you? Where is that girl, I have to save her!"

"Don’t worry I am the girl you rescued. Somehow the drawing of my character transformed me into this. But how did you get to my world? You’re not even supposed to exist. What the why do I feel so dizzy….."

~Blackout~

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

"Ow… my head hurts…where am I anyway?"

"How do ya feel?"

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years

"AHH! No this can’t be real; Rattrap is not standing right in front of me."

"Well sorry, but the stainless steel rat is in front of ya. So stop trying to pretend I’m not here."

~Violet faints~

"Aw for boot’n up cold! Why does she have to faint right now?"

But you still have
All of me

"Rattrap what is the matter?"

"Pop Op remember the human Bolt saved?"

"Yes."

"She fainted cause I told her I was real and she should stop pretending I’m not here."

"Rattrap get some water please, I know how to wake her up."

~Violet’s dream~

I knew it that was all just a dream.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

"OK EVERYONE WE HAVE FINALLY DECIDED!"

"Hey Violet, I wonder who is going to be you prince charming."~giggles~

"Ida you know as well I do who I want but I’m not sure if he’ll be up to it."

"THE PRINCE AND BEAST WILL BE…"

Suddenly the whole room turned gray as if frozen in time leaving only Violet unfrozen.

"No it’s happening again!"

~SPLASH~

"AHHHHHHHH!!!"

I've been alone all along

"So I repeat myself. How do ya feel?"

"I feel like I’m going to fall off this table."

"Well you should go outside it might help ya be less woozy."

~Outside~

"This is the Beast Wars alright but I’m all alone now. No friends, Van. Absolutely no one."

Alone…..

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

Just like my wish…

To leave that place…….

And I held your hand through all of these years

"I wonder what I am going to do now…"

But you still have
All of me

~To be continued~